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qandisa's daughter (who couldn't do it right)when you leave, my sheets are wet
with sweat and come and cold
in the absence of
your body pressed up against
mine, and the breath
poured out of your grey-green
eyes.

i'll never quite get over that.

left-
handed left-
brained

baby, bring me a heart to eat

so i can pretend i've got
at least half
the wit and twice
the damage you deal.

triple your
bet, and i'll pretend
daddy never taught me how
to play a proper game of poker
for a reason,

and no,
when i said you have to mean something
to fuck
me, i didn't mean
you'd have to
love me
to get me undressed.

the counter-culture
greets me different-
ly and when you're lying
there pants undon

thixotropiait's getting a little too
non-Newtonian in here
gleaming
control from existential singularities
we had

the brilliant imaginations of children disturbed
and the uninterrupted powers of ancient gods

but reincarnation received
[and it was a culling]
re-birthed as ideo-
logical lackeys

and if we're going to keep looking
for needles we'll need
to build a bigger haystack

superfluitythe universe asks
then decides for itself
embracing ...
parabolic tendencies of vagueness

mesmerizing strangers when they're still
gelatinous and dumb

still we're not the only heretics to flood this place with broken tongues

and like the rest we'll be destroyed
a limping neoplastic
when our egos and their urges shrink

and responses grow more lucid

to crazy-town!natural hair-color ID pic taken from your middlename relationship, status or mood. the color of underwear. one thing that makes you happy is the last person you cuddled with going back in time, and change something. an animal for one day had a near death experience, something you do a lot is the name of the song stuck in your head right now. copy+paste this from the same b-day as you, last time you cried/sang in front of a large audience. one superpower is to notice about the opposite sex biggest secret/favorite color/the last time you lied. kiddy movies or TV shows eating or drinking the favorite smell. life in one word gave/received a hug,

Time Isflushing ink out
ink flowing out
sediments smoothing to the edge
releasing around point
gathered letters
gathered words
sentences
paragraphs
a gathered story
falling though targets
grasping edges
all unknowingly pouring.

-k.rose

tautologically impairedrepetition builds
(s)kills far from the madding crowd
where in the presence of proprietary predators
our inquiring organs want to know
the only true cure for the bite of a spider

we are

those who dispute the definition of paradise
tactile fribulations
undercover in long division searching
the ignoble savages for a unified theory
backwoods prophets in a theater
of socialized wolves

seventeen ankles walked into a trap

Abortion of the human spirit aka mindless risenEach day we are broken down from the minute we are born
A seed sewn in pleasure can be a love or a scorn
Each road we take gives us a thousand answers
But we watch with glazed eyes and flickering dancers
Be it TV, Computer or video game
The human is being replaced by something tame

Seagulls, Rain, Silence and Street Lightsthe gods must have created
four o'clock in the morning

Counting SheepStumble softly onto the grass,
And I catch a glimpse of the tree line ahead.
Could we paddle a little faster?
I want to get to the end of this before I wake.
I don’t want to miss a single second of this place,
But I’m a realist,
And I know that I can’t spend forever locked away.
So, please,
Take me to the river,
Where the fish jump out and sing to your ships,
And the water laps at your feet like the playful child she is,
Where I know that my secrets are safe,
So long as they are not whispered to the blades,
The grasses have ears you know.
They like to spread your desires to the next person while the wind blows,
And soon the

heroes of fallible mythliving fossils
we're not even legally mammals
simply convenient collections

of practical props and effects

small analogue soldiers
against a time traveler's ocean
our trivial tumblers unbroken

but not a mind left well kept

and redundancy promises igno-
minious bliss
the aloofness of supermen sated

perfunctory

and using big data
while sententiously locked in position
Procrustean

sentinels scared of sedition

...and to find out it's all a fakeit's a pageant out there
of playground eugenics
sciamachy

shadows chasing shadows
so welcome
to the world of grey where

winning cures most everything
ague,
paranoia,

vulgarian remorse ...

and it's always
darkest just beneath the light
where we're

ants inside the honey trap
comfortable
being uncomfortable

co-mingling with worms
filling utilitarian bags
with miscellaneous sand

and test tubes full of words

House of IllusionsWelcome to my mind no stranger place you'll find
A variation of sanity an end of all humanity
A world of dark and dread with some rotting heads
Held into their place by pike and Horrors face
I know you've seen the sign after drinking some of my wine
falling deep within trying not to spin
It's a crazy man's utopia the walls here are sure to know ya
Calculating the chance you escape this twisted trance
I'd say look around but we all know that sound
the shadows they await better lock the gate
mythically it's all here the women and the beer
yet you never know if you're not old enough to show

My Swarming, the hatred of mundaneTwisting of mundane windmills revive themselves. Slow tears quickly swim down the people grim faces. The world shrinks with windmills as they grow more elite.

The swarming. The plantations knowledge that I'm still alive the pain from Caligula disorder that the humans cling to. Satan that has kissed my lips bleeds and curves in its movements with pinwheel pursuits something not of the mundane.

My eyes lift from their past, tiny molecules of substance began to bring birth to my swarming. The heat makes windmills blow fuses of sorts. Just stop with your crackling you venue.

The taste of logic had died with his was erroneous actions.....his t

Prepared to sayI have something to say.
It's a thought that keeps my mind at bay
And I'm afraid that its going to stay
I wish is would go away
But I'm afraid it won't until I pluck up the courage to say
Never mind, I shall keep it at bay
No one wants to know anyways
Who cares about what I have to say
But then again how will this feeling go away
If I just try and keep it at bay
What I'm trying to say
Is that it's hard this way
And I don't know how it'll come out
But I guess I have no doubt
That I am simply
And utterly prepared to say
I am gay

Muttered ProfanitiesLosing it all

Every graveless bastard
That found their Heaven on my back

Every festering circus tent pitched
In my ivory plains

Every plastic bitch
Hydrated by my perspiration

I am losing it all

All the pageant queens
Sent to blindness, with gouged eyes

All the imaginary friends
Who sank into the molding walls

All the fucking Nazis
Who would kill, only to kill more

I am losing it all

But I am not lost

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Influences

by ~Sudden2, Dec 10, 2006, 10:07:53 PM
Literature / Poetry / Transgressive / Free Verse

Mind-racing and delirium envelops your mind
Double vision and fantasia
The world becomes a blur, confusion
Time seems to slow and thoughts become ecstatically lethargic
Does that make sense?

Out of focus, losing senses
Everything you can’t see becomes dark black and it dances
Dancing around and around
You’re captivated
You’re amazed
You’re arriving
You’re falling
Why is it happening again?

You see them, your heart races
You go crazy; the dance floor bounces below you
Just like everybody else
Moving to a single rhythm balanced by the Master
The Ceremony moves along beat by beat
Thump by thump
Bodies moving, bodies swaying
You are one of them
Do you know what is real?

Electrified feelings
Sense of alertness
Retarded expansion; forgetting while remembering
Your feelings change randomly, going up and down
Happy to sad in a matter of sixty seconds
Although those sixty seconds mean so much to you
Each second you expand, each second you develop
Your mind can be doing one of two things:
This time it’s love.

Are you under this influence?
Ask yourself, sometimes you forget.

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~ni3ole Jan 5, 2007

that was really good.
unexpectedly good.

i think i met you at valeries party.

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~Sudden2 Jan 6, 2007

heh... that was not a good day for me...

anyways, thanks :]

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~xylotehwarrior Dec 29, 2006

NOT drugs. i can tell that

very well written, but it has a really condescending air around it, but it's cool

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~KeyToAfterLife Dec 12, 2006

Wowie, this I like.

chemistry! i get the picture!

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~Sudden2 Dec 12, 2006

:]

thankee

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~00018 Dec 11, 2006

woah.

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